It is done..sniff, sniff!

So the worst part of my day is over...as in getting up this AM, and writing out a big honking check to Uncle Sam. Then on the way to the office, I panicked. I was thinking, "My accountant wants me to send in that much?!" "How will I pay for my summer workshop with AAP? What am I doing, going to Seattle in late July"?

Then I stopped and answered the questions for myself.

• I will find a way to pay for AAP in July b/c it's an intergal part of me being a good therapist.
• Visiting DD in Seattle every other year, nourishes my soul and is good for me.

So..I keep focusing on the positives to compensate for the fear that I get from time to time about money. Thank God that we had the resources to be able to pay what we did. Thank God we both are happy, and healthy and employed. I couldn't say that this time last year. We have our families, our kittybabies and so many other blessings. I'll work to focus on that today: my blessings.